These feelings that are inside of me
Is a disease that only I can see
Everyone thought I faked it for fun
Until it was me up against everyone
Some things I felt were anxiety
About who everyone wanted me to be
I would scream and lash out
Because the thoughts going through my head
We’re surrounded by negativity and self-doubt
I would lie to my teachers and say I don’t know
When I knew they didn’t believe how far I could go
The counselor suggested I try to change She said I’ll feel better
Over the summer I wrote her a really long letter
Explaining my sleeping problems
And how they’ve gotten really bad
And all the scary hallucinations I’ve had
My doctor put me on medication
To relieve the frustration
Listen to your body it’ll tell you how you feel
Cause one day the struggle could be very real.
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